Orange Says: The most Hurting words ...

From: ----

u are losing me slowly.... hope some miracle happen either sunday or monday. if not, its gone....

that gal was in my friendster when i know u. is it because yr father waited for yr mum for a very long time when they were young, thats y u have this thinking that its normal and okay? jus thinking, that all. anyway let nature take its course. if no miracle happen by monday, then we were not meant to be together anyway. i m not angry anymore. jus let it be. i m going offline. sleeping time...

Orange Says: Test after Test..

After photo-shooting for the picture to put in

graduation Booklet. At StarBuck

Just Snap it

Taken in the Lift.

I guess this pic will be publish in the booklet. My god! so gong

Back again... To the wonderland ... To only place I feel warm and fimiliar with...
Been very busy for school and work and tuition.



School:

Been the same and the topics are getting chimmer and chimmer. Dont really know what is going on at times, but still got to move on... Anyway really appreciate all the effort done by peers. haha.



Friday was having True Or Dare. Su Min was so suay and got twice DARE! She got to go to the table with all Bangadish and sit down beside them for 10s. I guess at that point of time her 10s become her 10 hours.



Next was going up to a group of students who were having meals and her task is to sit down with them also to ask a simple question: DO YOU NEED ME TO THROW ALL THE CUPS FOR YOU?" well she said that in chinese However i guess she need a chinese tuitor to teach her how to speak in good chinese because the group dont understand what is she trying to say and they say: CAN YOU SAY IN Englissh!



The game only play by me, haniff, shahid and su min. wondering why the rest of the them never get? cause we play 2nd time kana her. so we end game cause need to do work le. so will be continue again... I hope su min GET again! so bad.



Work:

Getting on smoothly and wondering I want to get another part time work - Nebo - Heard is $6.50 per hour. Well still planing and see how it goes as it located at Downtown East so is kinda far. Planing in process lo....

Kerana went back to KL and one by one is leaving me or things changes... No more laughter from her, no more people calling me Honey or Darling during work...HAIZ... who else leaving?

I also hope wendy can be happier abit. Dun think too much and if u need me, i will help you. Pity her and hope she can manage well her emotional. Afterall i understand how she feels especially for a person to be away from home and be here all alone... Wendy Jie-Smile!

Tuition:



Pr5,6 cck tuition is getting well. Wed and Sat

Pr2 redhill- recently bought him a card games to learn maths. He is learning but still cant really remember things well. Need to be very very very patient when teaching him. The more u get angry, the more he refuse to write. Hang on there and see hows things goes ba...

Ever since that day his dad scream at me... never get to see him.. is always the grandma.. may be his father paiseh ba...



But going that place sometimes got to be very careful lo. The people there like.. give u a kind of look.. especially the guys sitting down stairs. Anyway, i conduct my lesson earli so at least go home the sky still not so dark.!



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Hui fen, You? How have you been?

We have not been on the phone for sometimes le..

So sad u know!

You Know! Wahaha!



Coming Sunday I am going for re-bonding. Else graduation day my hair so messy like the pic taken to put in booklet for everyone. GosH!



You want to rebond ma? u can see and chat with my mum!

Think about it and let me know. ..

Then we 2 pretty pretty on stage... Will be our Last time..



Mimi lei? Hows mimi?

Dying soon too?

OPS! someting which nv change so Far!



Orange mum loves Her maids!

maria says...oh ya....LOL

oh ya..try to wear sleeveless sweetie cos u do look gd in tat dress ...NOT FOR YOU TO TREAT IT AS PYJAMAS!!!!

maria says....life still goes on...no matter wat...

hey sweetie,

kinda sorry tat i haf nt being updating my life in our blog liao..

u gt sec D? nvm its ok la...weak weak in those test but strong strong in examination..aiyo...mus tk time to adapt the environment ma..i'm sure u r strong in ite and will be also strong in poly..jiayou kks...no matter hw lousy ur marks are, tell urself u goin to do better nxt time..cos ii haf confident in you.............

thanks for helping out at my bf's chalet..wow..u and all the relatives and even his mom oso can click...no wonder u r AUNTIE =X...opps...can see my bf's mom love u alot tat y invite u come la...become gd frens liao la..mayb mus learn frm u hw to reali communicate well wif e elderly but u mus noe maria..super anti-social if dono tat person...hahahaha....

i'm trying real hard not to gif him attitude....was sad tat we will sure quarrel when his bird day was nearby...sian....3 yrs of his bird day oso liddat..suan le...get used liao...prepare to worst when the day comes...hope our r/s will be still strong...cos reali cant let go of him....haiiis.....


pls don go tuition at redhill le la...reali lor...i noe u wana help tat boy but sometimes if reali cant help it, there nth u can do liao....so long u haf done ur best, u alrdy done ur job le...hope u can tin twice ba.....

ok la..end here..goin start wrk liao...update again...bye....miss me ar???when goin prawning again??!!!

Orange says: Tired Day...

Sleep at 4am... wake up at 7 plus.. supEr. I thought i study a lot.. but end up i dunno how to do ALL..for the science test! WHAT THE HELL!

SAD.. Then went over to dover ITE HQ for the Photo Shooting for my awards. It will be appearing in the ceremony booklet. Last One... really last one.. Anyway wana thank S.M for accompanying and thanks to the other award winner - Yong Qiang - Thanks for the free ride to Dover Mrt Station. Congratulation to you once again and may you score well in SP.

Just got home.. cause went prawning again... like the feeling of sitting there... Hate the feeling that you thought u have it but u lose it.... But i learn... When u have it... doesnt means it does or it will belong to you... Because u are not careful, because u are too happy for you think u having it.. ended up.... U lost the Prawn...

This is life... So friends... having something.. dun take it for granted.. cause... once u lose it.. u will never be able to get it back... Unless u are super Lucky.. Fen.. Understand what i am trying to tell u?

Mum Love u Always... Share with me when u need me... No worry about me... I am always able to cope with life.... =) Dun always think i will be busy.... DUN always think because when i need u , u are not around with me and i cry alone then u derserve it.. no .. no no... u dun.... cause u are important to me... so please.. share with me.. just like now.. i share everything to u...

Hm.. of cuz.. thanks to Su Min.. she always got bully by me? no la.. i nv.. haha.. fen n su min.. u both should meet up.. but i think end up fen bully su min.. diao..

------ I want....Prawn Fishing again.... I know it long ago that i wil love it.... true enough.. i really Do.........................................................................................................................................

Orange Says: 17th of the month...

17th of the month...
Always remember by heart...
. . . . Faint....

Anyway... fen i getting my 2nd D... excellent?

Soon to die...

No more force..

No more passion

Cold...

Day By Day... Hour By Hour... Min By Min... Sec by Sec... Tick Tock Tick.!

Orange Says: Meeting up with Fen Later...

Gona see HuiFen later... so excited... going to downtown to attend her bf 21st Birthday.. It suppose to be 15th June but they carry it to one day earlier...Finally.. Hope after his birthday... everything will be back to normal.. fen ah... no more attitude le la.... U know urself that u are bad... then control lo... FORGET THE BAD PAST.... Look forward ya...



N the gift u buy for him is WOW WOW N woW.. so em.... dun forget about mY 21st BELATED Birthday gift.... Thanks so much in advance..!!!!!!!



Diao... then Sunday is Yong Jian 21st Birthday which should be 19 June i think... This one sure need to attend.. cause Miss Loke all going.. Simply miss her... and i promise them i will go.. always din go for gathering... feel so bad... but then sunday is FATHER day.. so i gona eat steamboat with family then may be 8 plus go Ahloha alone to see YONG JIAN cut cake..



Sian... sian.. Monday lesson start lo... So Blue...



Then cause i receiving the top 4 awards... Tuesday going to dover to do photo shooting and interview. means i going to miss lesson again.. AAGAIN..!!!! i miss alot liao..=( hope ITE incharge can work things out with my RP Director....



My mummy finally ownself says she wana go for my ceremony.. for the 1st time my dad may be going too.... so surprise.. actauli dun intend to ask her go.. cause numb liao..ask until numb... everytime sure quarrel.. dun want any unhappy again... Grandma already told my aunt tht she notice me becoming more quiet ... and look tired.. hm.. may be i m just tired ba... also kinda worry for her.. she seems ageing alot.... =( time wait no man.... hope it wait for lady? or at least wait for mimi?



Is Late... better go sleep... just now wactch the channel U ghost show... so shiok.. long time nv watch.. simply nice.... waiting for sunday ..... Incredible.. cause fen say is very scary.. already ask mum to help me tape it down....


I MiSS eVERYTHING...................... move on......... go Go go.......................

Orange Says: - Give up - ?

Well... yesterday was really down.. went for the redhill tuition... the boy boy as usual had no mood to study at all... it took him 20 mins to write 4 chinese words... well i guess what he really need is time....

When doing half way though... think he too stress... he start to hit himself and i try to stop him... end up he pinch me... is alright.. i just ask him stop and continue to teach him.. i guess his grandma saw and told his dad.. his dad came in and question him... i deny he did that to me.. so his dad went out to living room again.............

Lesson continue and again.. he refuse to write.. next ting he did was pull my long long hair.. Yes is very painful.. and his dad came in and SAW everything... his dad was very angry and start yelling and shouting at him.. he cried... Non stop .... then .. i guess his dad really boiling.. he shout and he kick the door... i was really shaking.. dont know wat to do also...

His dad came in with 2 cane... and the boy cling onto me.. i also duno wat to do.. all i can say is.. ok... ok.. we study. dun cry... seriously.. i really got frighten by him... he shouted very loudly and he ask me to leave ... But how can i just leave? and how can i leave when the boy cling tightly to me.?...

well... i accompany the boy till 8 plus whereby my lesson suppose to end at 730.. really wonder what happen to the boy after i left... and was feeling very down.. so i actauli took bus 33 which should be going from redhill to bedok... however.. i alight half way at chinatown... took bus 961 straight back to woodlands...

It too me nearly 2 and half hour to reach home... wondering should i still continue teaching? am i getting easy money? if yes . i should stop.. but.... from wat i understand alot of tecaher is leaving and refuse to teach.. I really understand why they leaving.. is really NOT EASY...

I have decided... continue to teach and see how tings goes... Hope it gets better.. been trying hard to give an intersting lesson.. luckily..my tuition is every TUESDAY N Thursday... all after my test .. else i will die....

ah............... just hang on to it........................................................................

Fen... do stand by for me every Tuesday and Thursday ok..... i guess i really need someone to talk to after every lesson... haha...His dad really like anytime can kill me...

Orange Says: Sometimes, You just dont have the choice.

Thanks Hui Fen... Thanks for the BIG BIG congrate....

Okies.. well went for the interview and never expect that i will be able to get into the National level Top 3 for my ITE badge... Is just so shocking news... Not really comfirm cause never received any letter yet. Well Sumin, thanks for accompany me to go for the interview and she is LATE!!!!! nei mind.. heng i wasnt late for the interview...

Hm.... My ITE last graduation will be held on 29 July 2008 at NUS. Hui Fen congrate to u... we are getting the MERIT award together again...though i am getting additional... i hope i can share this joy with you... U are always my supporter... Thanks so much and i hope u dun give up in ur study...=)

Meet up with fen last Monday after my new tuition assignment. Well went for the 1st lesson and they fly me plane so went monday on my way to REDHILL, kinda worry that same thing might happen again. Nope. They are at home......

The boy boy is primary 2 and i start my lesson as usual.. but he seem cant understand what i am talking or he wasnt listening... Not long after, his dad came in.. with tattot on him.. i am kind of stepback... kind of scare.. he look fierce.... Anyway he is nice to me and he told me that his son is not primary 2 standard. He show me his son test paper, i was shock to see all Zero.. and the teachers commend that the boy refuse to write or do. His dad also tell me that the councilor wil call me and guide me how to teach his son in proper way... Am i lucky or am i suay i wonder....

I feel like telling him that i want to give up this assignment cause i seriously think it might be or will be too tough for me.. However, i hold it back. I thought why am i so lucky to get this little boy boy...hAI... who want to be like that???.. no body... i guess his parents should be very upset and worry for him... and as a tuitor, since i take up this assignment... i should try to work things out with him... I really hope i can help this little boy...

Tomolo 2nd lesson.. hope i can have a much more intersting lesson for him... so that he wont find it boring... he simply like to play games and toys... i will try my very best... wish me good luck ok.... Consider to take up one more assignment if there is any... crazy liao me.. hahaha



o anyway... after the tuition.. was kinda blur and thanks to fen.. she really frighten me.. my god... i was so hungry and she scare me.. Thanks ah fen.....



we went to bugis to get present for his bf... 21st Birthday This Sunday...and we were having hard time to look for SHIRTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.... Finally we done with our gift and went to our favourite place at bugis which is TCC... and i had my MACHA Mambo and she had her Rose Juliet.. Just so nice.. O she pay for it... Thats why i say my drink so nice... wahhh....



Hm... gal.. i know u work very tired... but then try spend more time for ur bf lo.. he going army le... try to control a little la... the past just let it past lo... i guess he really sorry for it. then just let him happy happy welcome his birthday ba....



-- Today... --

wake up earli to go Kallang stadium. Today cheering competion.. we are hoping to get the 1st prize .... $4500 with 1 year feeR milo.. o my god... lets pray hard we get it..!!!!!! ------





Orange Miss Everything...

maria says: CONGRATS to orange!!

Gal.........

Congrats tat u got among the Top 3.....

Pray hard u can get FIRST!!!!


**be more negative as u can cos the more u tin IMPOSSIBLE...e more higher POSSIBLE AND HOPE u have!!!!!

maria says: MISSED U GUYS

WOW...has been quite some time have not update my own life le wor....

well...ever since i start wrking in logistics company..has been very tiring all e while...though is all e way in office sitting down handling all shipment but jus dono y whenever i reach hm, jus wana go slp straight away...LOL...kinda pig i m or even worse than a pig (^(oo)^)Zz

working and studies life are totally diff...so those who chose studies is right...so pls cherish study life...=) study hard !

recently have made a major mistake which was sending a 20 footer container to wrong warehouse..OMG...guess ii reali overlooked the address...their warehouse name stated TPC but whereas the address was e other warehouse address. wat e .... !!!! hai..ii jus cant accept i do this kind of unnecessary mistake but everyone do learn from mistake so is ok la...alrdy over...jus b careful and alert in future bahs................

this wk i haf LCL shipments all the way....jus simply so sian...hate LCL shipment...is kind of troublesome..mus check at the arrival notice whether the unstuffing will b at our own warehouse or the other carrier warehouse..if is other whse, gotta make sure there will be no store rent or any extra charges..today have 2 shipments unstuffing at NTL (other carrier's whse) so I called them to checked wif their free store rent hw many days and they replied was 2 & 1/2 days which fall on monday but dono is till wat thumb therefore i suggested my delivery to be made on monday MORNING!! TO BE SHAVE!!!

hmmmm....my ite frens esp shihui, tiff, shirley...wonder hw r they??? hope they r doin fine...anything mus update me kks...will nv forgetting u guys =P


last wk went prawning wif orange and steven..was kinda fun and surprised to find such a nice place at yishun...we used up at abt 2hrs plus catching prawn...was my first thumb...kinda fun...but end up i onli caught a small little tiny prawn..i tin mayb b4 catching, i said out tat ii wana catch for MIMI tat y i caught a tiny one...LOL...but ended up oso in my stomach..after tat we went to bbq the prawn...tasted great though without the sauce...shall ask shi hui they all come along...but there no way ASK MARIA CATCH BUT U GUYS CHATTING!! lol....


tk care frens =)

LAST BUT NOT LEAST...NARNIA WAS A NICE SHOW...GO CATCH IT GUYS!!!

Friends Forever... Lyrics.

I believe I can love

You give me your loving care

I believe in what we are

I don't know where I would be

Without you staying with me

Sometimes, I'm lost in misery

You will take me all the way, I'm not afraid

Oh, you and me, hand in hand

To everywhere amazing

Be my friend, oh friend

We are forever friends

Oh baby, you give me all the love I need

You are the only one

I believe I can love

You give me your loving care

I believe in what we are

You will take me all the way, as day by day

Oh, you and me, hand in hand

To everywhere amazingBe my friend, oh friend

We are forever friends

Oh baby, you give me all the love I need

You are the only one

You will take me all the way, as day by day

Oh, you and me, hand in hand

To everywhere amazing

Be my friend, oh friend

We are forever friends

Oh baby, you give me all the love I need

You are the only one....

Orange says: Hui Fen... Hope u like this sweet sweet song...

Shinning Friends

Little faith brightens a rainy day

Life is difficult; you can't go away

Don't hide yourselve in the corner

You have my place to stay

Sorrow is gonna say goodbye

Opens up you'll see the happy sunshine

Keep going on with your dream

Chasing tomorrow's sunrise

The spirit can never die

Sun will shine, my friend

Won't let you cry, my dear

Seeing you shed a tear

Make my world disappear

You'll never be alone in darkness

See my smile, my friend

We are with you, holding hands

You have got to believe,

you are my destiny

We're meant to be your friends

That's what a friend should be

Orange says: New hobby...

Hm.. it seems like only i am the one keep updating.. the maria duno run till where liao.. Hor..

She change liao.. change till more and more clever. Win me when playing mind games. .......

Sad.!

Shi Hui, school start le rite? Must study hard ok! Dun waste the time and the money invested in this course u are taking... It may be very hard, just hang on there... I think i am trying very hard to hanging on... very tired and feel like giving up.. but..never...

By the way.......

Last sunday... never work... no mood work... PRAWN FISHING... been wanting and wishing that i could go for it one day.. the day finally arrive.... Din know it was so hard ...

However... I really learn alot while waiting patiently for the prawn to be caught...

I learn that everyone has a hope which is to be able to catch the prawn BUT how many of u can fulfil it. U really need to be very patient and with additional of certain skill to accompany it.

When we got the prawn, we were so happy. But why do people not sastisfy? We hope for bigger prawn. Thats Human... we expect more and people always want more... thus sometimes u din even realise when u are asking for more.. you are loosing even more..... isnt this is LIFE ...

Being patient is the main key of it... Fen caught a dam small prawn for MIMI. my god! I got nothing... thus. din really get the feeling ... I really enjoy the whole 2 hours. Though it was super short, but it is really a good place which u can just slack and stare into the pond. Just see how people catch the prawns... see how some blur people who swing their string so high tat the hook hook on top of the roof... then i think they trying to fish the roof ?

See when i am going again... shi hui, tiff , shirely, yuhui... see u all wana tag along ma.. we just ask hui fen to catch lo. then we chit chat..but be prepare her prawns all small de... unless u all dun mind we catch mimi kill it and i think big prawns will like..

However i think if i use MIMI to catch the prawn.. i think when i pull my string out of the pond.. it should be... A LOBSTER!?!

Having holiday now.. working as usual... yesterday company dinner... drink beer.! gosh...

Saw my asst. Manager elder sis- sooling.. i miss her so much. Long time nv chat with her already... the feeling of chating with her seem like i going back to year 2004 when i was still working under her at KURIYA... we chat alot.... Home 2.30am.. already inform mum so she was ok with it as recentli home very earli..

ANYWAY... dear all... u are always miss by me...